Sweet Revenge.

I am now a Second Class Upper Degree holder in Estate Management with the CGPA of 3.46.

I think I did quite well despite that someone told me that I am the reason his pointer dropped. I know this is the old news but it did affect me in a certain ways where i am determined to show that I obtained good pointer because I can and because I worked for it. You have nothing to do with it.

And damn all of those who walked with their heads held high up and their big nostrils sucking up all the air because guess what, I beaten you too. Let me rephrase that. I kick your ass, dudes and bitches.  So no matter how many times you claimed to obtain a 3 pointer CGPA, i know I am better than you. Your false eyelashes and thick make up would not hide the ugly you. You cant really run from the reality, if you havent learnt that yet. Oh, I bet you havent. Because you spent too much time posing and pretending that you are the most adorable person in the world when in fact your head is way too big to carry your little tiny brain.

However, I just want to say;

Wuhoo to me. And Buhoo to you.

I won. As always.

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I’m In.

Yayyyyyy. I did it. I logged in. Yayyyy.

Though today is my last day of the industrial training, but I managed to work out my magic and charmed my boss with my dedication and intelligence, so I am going to work there. On contract though. I think I still want to pursue for Master.

The drive home today took 1 hour. Gosh, I hate Kuching when it is Fridays. I got to spend an extra 30 minutes on the road.

Btw, I’m off for tea. Will update soon.

p/s : my definition of soon might vary from yours.

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The Heart Calls.

Sometimes you felt like you are being unappreciated and it tore your heart out.

Sometimes you feel like you did everything, everything within your power and will and still, all that you got were ugly remarks about how lousy your efforts were.

Sometimes you felt like you did the right thing and still you find yourself questioning the inner side of you.

Sometimes you felt like you cant handle the feeling of being unappreciated and hope for the misery to end.

Sometimes you felt like you are alone but the fact is everyone felt unappreciated everyday.

All the time.

But don’t worry.

Soon they will see what we meant to them. Soon they will see that they love us. Soon they will see that everything that we had done is for them. Soon they will see that we love them all these long years.

So bare the pain. Grasp your sad heart tightly. Dry those tears.

Everything will turned out to be fine. Everything will be okay in the end.

Because if everything is not okay, then it is not the end.

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A Glimpse of A Day.

One day I was driving with my mom and the kids. It was Friday and it was around 5 pm something, so you can expect how bad the traffic was. I used Jalan Song and damn, the queue to turn right (to BDC) was as long as hell. So my mom taught me how to skip all the nonsense and showed the shortcut.

“But first, you need to make a U turn at the junction in front.” said Mom.

I was confused. “Where?”

Mom said, “There” while pointing to the junction.

“You mean the junction where there is a sign saying NO U TURN?”

“Exactly.”

I love my mom.

P/S : I am annoyed and frustated to find out that I had only did like 17 posts. And this is my 18th post, people! Tell me again why I need a blog. Heh.

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Hook Me Up.

Listening Up – The Saturdays

I was toying with idea to update the blog for quite sometime but with the current situation, tired and sleepy (I slept around 12 pm these days, compared to the usual 2 or 3 am back then), the idea was put on hold. So, as now is the end of the week, so I assume I can continue with the idea, to update this blog (although I still have to wake up early today, sending Aman to school. Ayah is staying at Damai Puri). Pa jak sekolah hari Sabtu.

I am having my internship now. It had been 2 weeks now. So far, so good. The first 2 days, I spent the long hours reading old reports and learnt how to search reference reports in the database and how to read (?) the plans. Then, the following day, followed Mohd (an office mate) to Samarahan and Kuching Land Survey where he taught how to do the title search and how to buy plans. Samarahan Land District office is cute! They implemented the 5S concept (google it) and they have labels for all things and the pics of the before and after the implementation of the 5S concept. And I’m going there by myself this coming Monday for the latest case I received. Kuching’s office is cool too with the old buildings. At first, I thought I went to a wrong building seeing an area which looks like a classroom which is eventually a cafeteria. Old school. Ahha.

Basically, what I did most was preparing the reports, going for inspection (I LIKE!), drawing the floor plans and contacting the bank officers and clients. Days at the office are fun if you have things to do (as mentioned as above). But kinda boring when you had finished your tasks. All you can do is sit, flipping through Hafiz’s or Sofia’s magazine while listening to Lite Fm (“Malaysia do love the 80’s”). Gosh. I now can sing every word of the 80’s songs. Just name it. Barry Manilow? ABBA? Boney M? However, kinda surprise why the radio station kept on playing Northern Downpour by Panic at the Disco. 80’s ka?

I am now proudly announced that I had listed down the pros and cons of being a valuer.

Pros : going for inspections!, I can enter people’s houses and take as many pics as I like (haha), knowing new places and roads. So far, I had went to Tmn Tabuan Jaya, Tmn Farhanas, Tmn Allamanda Indah, warehouse in Pending and going to Padawan this coming Monday.

Oh. Do you know we have Kampung Bodo and Kampung Loba somewhere in Santubong? This info was gained when wasting time reading (?) the plans.

Cons : I have problems drawing straight lines even with the help of a ruler (I blamed the ruler as not being straight), I cant stand long grasses (when I went for the inspection of an abandoned warehouse at Pending, all I can think about is thousands of snakes hiding behind the grasses. yuck).

The tiredness somehow is being paid back fairly with the experience gained. And it still in Week 2. 8 more weeks to go.

P/s : Being apart, makes me realise I miss Deng and reading the letters he sent every week make me hope (which is what I rarely and avoid to do) this will last.

P/s : Salahkah mun gik suka New Kids on the Block? (Tiba2)

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New Hobby.

I stalk blogs owned by school kids.

Haha.

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All These Things.

Listening to the sound of Korean people talking.

Dayah is watching Stairway to Heaven.

When I came back from dinner, I was greeted with the sight of Dayah and Opie sitting on the floor, eating, Ita on the bed, eating and Khai and Linda playing computer games. It is a normal sight EXCEPT Linda was laughing hysterically watching her pet on Pet Society kept on falling down in the rally race. I was surprised. I think I left her before going for dinner, still sane and playing Burger Shop. While laughing, Linda then faced me and asked, “Didy tau tak mcm mana nk buat dia lompat? Asyik jatuh je. Hahahaha.”

Only one thought came into my mind :

Linda must had watched me playing various computer games through the 1 year of us being room mate.And assumed that I am playing Pet Society too which I am not actually.

Then, one more thought came into mind.

I must try and play Pet Society after this. LOL. And make sure that my employees in Restaurant City are well fed and ready for the next level. Leaving Deng trailing far behind, far behind, far behind.

These few days I had been packing. And having another extra 3 room mates is not helping. Not enough space for me to spread my stuffs because I need to have plenty of space when packing. I need to go through everything before deciding to toss them away or to keep them.  And this extra caution I took results in several MAJOR discoverings.

First, I just found the notes for GIS. An infamous subject we had in First Year. No wonder I got C for the mid term test.

Second, I had 2 pairs of sport shoes and I havent even wear them once in this year. Or maybe havent wear them since last year. Cant remember.

Third, I thought I have only 3 pairs of sandals, 2 pair of pump shoes (1 with heels especially for whatever function where formal attire is needed) and 1 pair of high heels . But eventually I have 2 wedges, 1 more sandals and 1 pair of slippers (which I will soon throw away).

Fourth, going through the notes brought back some old memories. The scribbles on the notes. The handwriting. It still have the sense of familiarity.

Fifth, I still kept the Haluansiswa’s pouch, sling bag and cap. And I am thinking to keep them.

Six, I already sent home 15 kgs of clothes via Uncle Zam and I still have more or less the same weight of clothes here. But Deng’s clothes are like double triple amount of my clothes. Speaking of who have more clothes eh? :P

Seventh, I cant wait to be home. And I need to know where is the Land Office before starting my internship this Monday. God. I’m scared. What if I cant do the valuation report? Scary.

Eight, I want kek batik.

Nineth, I want to ride Yana’s bicycle the moment I reach home.

P/S : I just realised I sent a text to Deng. “Stress. Nk pg basuh baju.” I think I developed a laundry obsessive disorder.

P/S : My laundry basket is empty. Wuhoo!

Gila.

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Tribute to the Fishes.

001. Real Name : Diyana Farhana binti Hamsawi
002. Nickname(s) : Dayna. Didy.
003. Age : going 22.
004. Zodiac Sign : Libra.
005. Male or Female : Female.
006. Elementary : Madrasah Bintulu. SRB Mejar Jeneral Dato’ Ibrahim.
007. Middle School: SK Satria Jaya.
008. High School : Kolej Datu Patinggi Abang Haji Abdillah.
009. College School : University of Malaya.
010. Hair colour : Black.
011. Long or Short : Middle.
012. Loud or Quiet : Loud when needed. Quiet whenever I want.
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera : Phone.
015. Health Freak : HAHA. No.
016. Drink or Smoke : None.
017. Do you have a crush on someone : Nope.
018. Eat or Drink : Drink.
019. Piercings : Ears.
020. Tattoos : Never.
021. Social or Anti-Social: A little bit of both.
022. First Piercing : 1992.
023. First Relationship : 2002?
024. First Best Friend : Zurina.
025. First Award : Cant remember. Kindergarten is it?
026. First Kiss : Hmm.
027. First Pet : A chick.
028. First Big Vacation : K.L.
029. First Love at first sight: I dont believe in love at first sight.
030. First Big Birthday : Cant remember.
049. Eating : Nothing.
050. Drink : Nope.
051. Excitement Level : Okayy lah.
52. I’m about to : Study for Amalan Ikhtisas’s paper.
053. Listening to : The Last Shadow Puppets.
054. Plan for today : Doing some revision. Facebooking.
055. Waiting for : Bendahari UM.
056. Energy Level : 50/100.
57. Thinking of someone: Nope.
058. Want kids? : Maybe.
059. Want to get married?: Hmm.
060. Careers in mind? : I have some options but not wanting to share.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like,

068. Lips or Eyes? : Lips?
069. Romantic or Funny? : Romantic.
070. Shorter or Taller? : Taller.
071. Protective or Caring? : Caring.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Spontaneous.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Arms.
074. Sensitive or Loud? : A lil bit of sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : Relationship.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : None.

Have you ever,

080. Lost glasses or contacts : Nope.
081. Ran away from home : I thought about it when in Primary 3. TV’s influence.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nope…
083. Killed somebody : I wish.
084. Broken someone’s heart : Yes.
085. Been arrested : Nope.
087. Cried when someone died : Yes.

Do you believe in,

089. Yourself : Sometimes.
090. Miracles : Nope.
091. Love at first sight: NO.
092. Heaven : yes…
093. Santa Claus : NO.
094. Tooth Fairy : NO.
095. Kiss in the first date: Nope.

Truthfully,

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : Deng is sitting next to me watching Fight Club.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now? : Depends on the days.
099. Do you believe in God? : Hmm. Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: Can you tag yourself?

………………………………………………………………………………

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? + Next to me. Watching Fight Club acting as if he dont have any paper tomorrow. Lol.

Could you handle a long distance relationship? + I hope so.

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t? + Cant remember.

When is your birthday? + 23rd September.

Relationships or one night stands? + Relationship.

Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back? + Yes.

Has anyone ever told you they love you? + Yes. Everyday.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? + Everytime I see them.

When was the last time you were disappointed? + Today.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you? + Haha. Yes. And I dont mind. It’s not like I like them too.

What happened at 9:00 AM today? + Called Deng on the phone.

What were you doing 1 hour ago? + Stalking blogs.

What was the last thing you said aloud? + “Nak tak?”

What was the last thing you bought? + KFC Zinger burger.

What’s bothering you right now? + I am suppose to do my revision for Ikhtisas’s but I am not doing anything educational now.

Can you sleep without blankets covering you? + Yes.

Do you sleep a lot? + Yes. (Terasa. Lol.)

What’s the first thing you did when you woke up this morning? + Checked for the time and play dead for a while.

What were you doing at ten last night? + Taking a nap. (Serious kuat tido).

If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? + I like someone else.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations? + Sometimes.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight? + I have my room mates.

What do you currently hear? + Separate and Ever Deadly – The Last Shadow Puppets.

Do you consider yourself lucky? + Nope.

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? + No.

Last place you hugged someone? + 5th.

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now? + No one.

Do you have a reason to smile right now? + Yes.

Who is the last person you got really pissed off at? + Cant remember.

Do you want someone you can’t have? + Nope.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you? + My ngegeh boyfriend.

Is someone on your mind right now? + I miss home.

Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time? + Yes. Very.

The End.

p/s : Thanks Epah :)

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Updated.

Gosh. My blog had been left neglected. There are no social service for neglected blogs, right?

I just finished stalking others’ blogs. Hanya Ruzzane’s, Aman’s, Epah’s and Hanum’s eventually. Seems like all of them are updated. And mine was like so in the yesteryear. Oh. Deng’s is worse than mine. So, no worries though.

Blame it all the final exams. They consumed too much of my time. I have none left for my own entertainment. Heh.

Epah had tagged me twice. And i think after I rant about whatever craps I’m writing about now, I’ll do the survey or whatever it is. Ok Epah?

Three papers done. Two more left. Cepatlahhhhhh habisssss. I hate preparing for exam. I hate the dread feelings I felt before the paper and even after I left the examination hall, wondering whether I answered good enough, whether I’m going to pass or not. God, please let me nail this one.

FYI, I celebrated every paper by doing my neglected laundry. Boring. I know.

My writing skills sucks. I better stop now before I offended any experts in English grammer.

I’m off to do the tagging/survey/Epah’s thingy now.

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You Captured My Heart.

Last week was like hell. Not like I have been to hell, but life do felt like shit. The pain kinda ended on Friday when we submitted THE assignment. Eventhough we made major mistakes in the report, I had convinced myself that the 2 sleepless nights were worth it. That the hard work to finish up the report from 2 pm until 12 noon the next day was worth it.

And, dont blame me for being a procrastinator. The whole class is doing the same. Heh.

However, as i struggled with the stupid hard life, someone else was struggling too but with a happy and optimistic view on life.

Yana had her choral speaking competition and her Sports Day last week. Here is what she told (texted) me.

On losing in the choral speaking competition.

“X dpt nombor sekolah mek org, Saint joseph menang. Saint mary dpt no 2. Pasya sekolah cina dapat no 3. Nak jadi MC ya cikgu tusyen dedek. Masa nya mdh saint mary dpt no 2 saint joseph happy. sidak tauk sidak akan dpt no 1. Pasya cikgu mdh sidak no 1. Nang happy. Cikgu sidak terlompat-lompat jak. Sebab mun menang, mewakili zon A. Mek org belakang sidak jealous jak. Tapi sukan kelak rumah dedek mesti menang.

On winning the high jump and breaking the school’s record

” Dedek dpt no 1 lompat tinggi. Lompat tinggi ngan sukaneka hari tok. Esok lompat jauh ngan berlari jak. Cikgu mdh mesti dtg sebelum pukul 6.30. Mun lamabat kenak tinggal baslah. Dedek lompat tinggi dah pecah record sorang laki darjah lima! Namanya michael shaun. Nya rumah sukan dedek juak dan dpt no 1 juak. Masa dedek tengah berlawan ngan sorg pompuan dari rumah kuning. Nya ada 3 chance jak. Dedek chance yang last. dedek takut x dpt. Ya dedek baca bismillah banyak kali. Aku dpt. Dedek dah menang cikgu suruh alang2 pecah rekod. Masa ya tinggi 106cm. Pecah rekod 107cm. Dah dpt lwn michael shaun bangga dedek. Terer daripada laki. Nya baru 106cm. ;-)

God, my sister is seriously cute! Hahaha. And I love the part she beat the boy’s record :)

Diyana Liyana binti Hamsawi, Happy 11th Birthday. I LOVE YOU.

p/s : Sorry kad lambat sampey. Along brk hidup balit tok.

“When I look at you, I see something rare. A rose that can grow anywhere. And there’s no one I know that can compare” What Makes You Different – BSB.

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